Revelation

I have been living my life for sometime, now waiting for a man to enter it and become my husband. This man would have to be a Christian, who has Jesus at the centre of his life.

I have been living in the UK for a while and have at times thought about who I'd like to meet but have always wanted to move back home at some point, so I  think meeting an Australian might be the best solution. However, so far I have met very few Australians here, none of which were Christians.

I have waited and prayed to God that He would bring someone into my life but so far that hasn't happened. I know many Christian women who are long term singles and seem to love it but I also know some that want so much to become a wife. I believe it is definately my desire to get married but feel that there are times in my life where I've stayed at home crying and questioning God's plan. Why would I feel this way, why haven't I meet anyone? I don't know the answers but feel that perhaps the answer to the second question is the fact that I have remained quite passive, waiting for someone to knock on my door and say 'Marry me!' and then I'll get married and everything will be wonderful.

Today, I was watching a programme about Christians trying to find that special someone. I had a revelation that maybe I have thought before but not really done anything about and that is I need to do something to be more active in the husband finding mission. I can't forget that God is at the heart and ultimately it is his decision not just mine but I have realised I need to do something!
http://www.bbc.co.uk/iplayer/episode/b01bcxv7/Strictly_Soulmates_Christian/

I go to a great church and am meeting some really cool people. The worship is amazing and so is the preaching. But if I am to meet anyone at this church it will have to either be someone I've never met who will come into my life suddenly or someone younger. The church is quite young so there are quite a few young guys and as I'm getting older this age group doesn't really appeal. The guys that are older are either married or not my type.

Join me on my quest to put myself in different social situations to enable me to be more passive in the search for the man God has choosen for me!